i have been trying to live a healthy life for about 2 months now. i have lessen my smoking to at most 10 sticks a day, i tried skim boarding, i do a little exercise in my room, i eat healthy and on time, and makes sure i sleep well. it is kind of hard but i keep on pushing myself. i balance all of these plus academic load, an online tutoring job, and extra curricular activities.
after doing all of these stuff, my body suddenly felt strange. it feels as if it is allergic to healthy living. i feel dizzy at times, lousy, sleepy at all times, and heavy. maybe this healthy lifestyle is killing me. my body is so used to the harmful substances it gets from smoking, drinking, to much coffee, and sleep deprivation. i can't believe that choosing a healthy lifestyle is this difficult. no wonder people opt to be unhealthy. being unhealthy is easy, fun, and with no restrictions.
i am now sick, i dunno if this is the stress that is causing it or the aftermath of sudden change in lifestyle. i have a terrible cough, experiencing chills from time to time, and an on and off fever. i am not sure if this is caused by a serious ailment ( gawd forbid) and or my body is saying yes, you are still healthy, your immune system works just fine.
i guess i am off to the school's infirmary tomorrow.
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