life being a bitch and positivity

i have been trying to think positively these past few weeks thinking that this positivity coupled with hard work will ease out the inauspicious things that is currently attacking me. i was so proud of myself because despite the hardships and the troubles that constantly confront me, i still make sure that i have a positive outlook in life.

these positivity is sometimes not enough to have the things that you hope for. it should always be coupled with hard work. besides positivity should not be tantamount to being expectant. but there are circumstances sometimes that will test your outlook. fate has his way of transposing your life to a limbo.



however positive you are, life will always be a bitch. pushing you to the edge even to the verge of destruction. regardless of how you focus your energy in positivity, negativity will strike back. loosening and weakening the very foundation of your principles to the point of shattering your own very soul. it is pretty ironic that positivism and hard work is always coupled with negativity.

maybe, my positivity on things is not enough to negate negativity. maybe perhaps, i need every human being's positivity. this way i am not the only one negating it. there will be more people. maybe i should start something that will transcend and spread the positivity in me to other people. maybe that way, life will no longer be a bitch.

there will always be hope...
there will always be positivity...